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Blordow

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Blordow

So you all want to be animators huh?

Posted by Blordow May. 14, 2008 @ 10:22 AM EDT

rant rant rant ahead.

I know for me it would be a dream to be working in an independent game studio like the behemoth. Making graphics for games, I'd stray away from the coding side of things uggh. But realistically, I'm kinda losing hope and motivation. There are so many people like me nowadays wanting to become some sort of animator, but if you want to get anywhere, the way I see it is you gotta be REALLY good or have some sort of real drive and passion for it, something I am lacking a lot lately even though when I was a young child, i said my dream job would be a cartoonist or animator, not your typical "when i grow up i wanna be a fireman!"

The thing is, I don't want to settle for normal. I don't want to be your typical average guy who lives his life laying bricks, fixing leaking pipes, etc. I want to actually enjoy what I do every day, life shouldn't be about work, for a select lucky few they get to enjoy their work.

I worked in a Web Design company last year in New Zealand. I was really excited when I got the job, but after a while it got old and I questioned myself if I really enjoyed doing it. I found the workplace way too business like, it wasn't even a slight bit enjoyable. Imagine people in suits, shaking hands, straight faces, fake laughter. That was my workplace in a little nutshell.

I moved back to Australia, where I am originally from at the end of the year. Doing a bit of freelance work for my dads friends business. Mainly flash banners. But I want to go further, I want a fun career. Thing is you got to have the paper in your hand that states you know what you're doing (most of the time) it helps if you know someone in the industry (which i dont). I've just been stressing out lately, I don't know what paths to take to get to where I want to go. I am 19 years old and don't wanna leave it too late. I know things dont just happen, you gotta make things happen but with the amount of people who want to become animators, I see the chances of myself becoming one slipping away and I see myself stooping into the gloomy average joe life.

That's just what I wanted to say. How many of you feel the same? Dan Paladin I think you're awesome and I envy you because you have something that I can only dream of. You're no Disney 3D super star animator, but that's the one thing that gives me a slight bit of hope.

Thanks for reading and I'd like to hear what everyones input is if they have any. :]

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May. 14, 2008 | 10:28 AM OdHero says:

Well the thing about Behemoth is it formed around Dan Paladin's style. I read that somewhere recently but forgot where so it could be BS. I can't offer you any career advice in animation without it being generic stuff that everyone talks about.

May. 14, 2008 | 10:31 AM Blordow responds:

It formed around his style? That makes it even cooler.


May. 14, 2008 | 10:38 AM molkman says:

You have to be good at what you want, that is not only a fact in animation business.

And even if many want to become animators, not everyone will do it in the end and also animators are needed everywhere. Plus the internet allows nearly everyone to make money of stuff. Just make flashgames and get a shitload of money from sponsoring.

On the other hand, you have to ask yourself, is it the best thing to make what your hobby is now your profession? There's always the fear that when doing it for a living, you get sick of it. :/ But then again, doing a stupid job all day you dont like might be worse.

May. 14, 2008 | 10:43 AM Blordow responds:

Yeah I am actually pretty interested in developing some flash games, I'd do the art ofcourse because I know little about actionscript :(

Just finding people who want to do collab with me is the hard part. Most people end up losing contact with you and you slowly just end up trashing the project. One of my close mates is currently teaching himself actionscript so we can make games in the future. But yeah if anyone is interested in making any games, hit me up a message!

I don't think I'd get sick of animation. I always want to get better at it. I honestly don't see myself enjoying anything else. I dunno.

Updated: May. 14, 2008, 10:44 AM

May. 14, 2008 | 10:39 AM jakobhummelen says:

Well, the way to get into bigger projects I guess is that you produce really nice movies or games (movies tend to grap some more attention). Try making a flash commercial for some company and they might just buy it, or get some more exposure on NG I don't know.

You obviously want to be an artist bad, but it will be rough since it's not a traditional career choice and there are a lot of people out there with skills, but I don't think you do not have the drive or the talent to make it. It's just that you are feeling unmotivated right now (probably because of the let down your job turned out to be). Just don't get to down and keep animating, try to think of something and something good will happen :)

May. 14, 2008 | 10:46 AM Blordow responds:

Yeah I am feeling very unmotivated. I'll try and keep my spirits high now though, thanks.


May. 14, 2008 | 10:39 AM MindChamber says:

you need to keep doing what you enjoy to do, whether you get paid for it or not. and if you cant, you work somewhere else , so you can afford to do what you love to do.

alot of kids these days lose sight of that. the flash scene is now full of greed and laziness.

the love comes first.. and if you love what you do, it will show in your work and you will eventually get paid for that love.
some people might get to that place faster than others, but it shouldn't matter because ...well
first and foremost you should be loving what you do.

plain and muthafuckin simple.

May. 14, 2008 | 10:52 AM Blordow responds:

Yeah true. I'll work on it. I know right now I am not the best, but I feel I have the potential to get places in the future if I work hard. It gets me down sometimes when I see a lot of stuff on the web that is supposed to be produced by professionals, yet it really is below average quality, I'm not just talking about flash really, but like web site design that claim to be professional and slick, which arn't anywhere close yet still they're laughing with their huge paychecks. That's showbusiness huh? My old work place was like that. Their websites sucked balls, and the shit I made for them wasn't worth my 13 dollar an hour pay rate.


May. 14, 2008 | 10:39 AM emanhattan says:

I think you have the material for being a full time flash animator. yeah I also was like you. everyone on my class room in elementary school was like "omg i wanna be a fireman, or a cop or a taxi driver" and other shitty jobs like that.

Look dude. youre gonna think Im a NO0B but.... havent you seen a movie called "the secret"???

If you really think youre gonna be a flash animator and you work your ass into it, one day you will be hired by the behemoth. or disney whatever the heck.

but I think you have to do as rtil did. he went out and looked for a job. he made A MILLION good animations that were not really payed. they were all done just to demonstarte he was worthy.

you can do the same! make a couplde more flashes. and finish salty swamp!

May. 14, 2008 | 10:54 AM Blordow responds:

Yeah, I should really start working hard on what I want. I haven't submitted a flash in a year. I guess that's how long I've had no motivation for. Rtil is another prime example of success too. I'll just have to build up a good portfolio too.


May. 14, 2008 | 10:40 AM emanhattan says:

oh and responding to odhero.... yes dan paladin rocks mah world. but that doesnt mean we should all be like him and make the same characters n drawings.


May. 14, 2008 | 10:48 AM maxvm says:

I use Flash as practice for a future career in the film/game industry. I have some great plots in my head, I just need an early start for experience.


May. 14, 2008 | 11:18 AM emanhattan says:

!!!!!!

Now mindchamber is saying words of wisdom. If he was nearby I would give him an applause. I THINK I WILL! "clap"


May. 14, 2008 | 11:26 AM Hoeloe says:

If anywhere, I'd want to work in a small, independant company doing the programming side of games. Smaller companies are much more fun because everyone there would be there because they enjoy what they are doing, would be so much more fun than a big business, where everyone is in it for the money...

May. 14, 2008 | 7:37 PM Blordow responds:

I agree.


May. 14, 2008 | 12:06 PM BritishMoose says:

I found myself in a similar situation to you a couple of months ago when I dropped out of university due to medical reasons. I decided that I wanted to pursue animation (even though I've no formal art qualifications and have never received any sort of artistic training). So I called up loads and loads of animation companies (around 30) asking for work experience. Only two got back to me - one offered me a work experience, the other said I had lots of potential. Naturally I'd have rather had 30 replies, but even two replies means I have two more contacts in the industry.

Another good idea would be to call up any prestigious animation universities where you are and ask to meet the course leaders. If they like you, they'll do their best to help I'm sure!

Best of luck with the whole thing, mate, it's horrid being stuck in a rut.

May. 14, 2008 | 7:38 PM Blordow responds:

Thanks for the advice. That's not a bad idea :)


May. 14, 2008 | 12:26 PM RedHotPoker says:

Dont get down hearted.

http://youtube.com/watch?v=QdvKdAZJhI I&feature=PlayList&p=16E6B479 232C7529&index=4

Not sure if that helps.

Actualy, just watch all of the "film skool" series. There intersting and fun. Also he is living proof that you can achieve your dreams. (he made a feature length movie by himself.)

Go for it!

May. 14, 2008 | 7:44 PM Blordow responds:

Alright thanks, I'll take a look at them when I get home this afternoon.


May. 14, 2008 | 1:28 PM OdHero says:

''oh and responding to odhero.... yes dan paladin rocks mah world. but that doesnt mean we should all be like him and make the same characters n drawings.''

Sorry, but I never said anything along those lines.


May. 14, 2008 | 1:29 PM Dazmi says:

My advice is to take things slow and learn what you need to learn


May. 14, 2008 | 2:10 PM RubberNinja says:

Dreams are hard. That's why they're called dreams.

Best thing I can recommend is getting a showreel together and emailing that thing like mad.

May. 14, 2008 | 7:44 PM Blordow responds:

Yeah I've been meaning to, but don't know what tools to use to make one :O


May. 14, 2008 | 4:04 PM Psi43 says:

ANTE UP
YAP THAT FOOL

ANTE UP
KIDNAP THAT FOOL

GET HIM GET HIM GET HIM
HIT EM HIT EM HIT EM


May. 14, 2008 | 4:31 PM Hi5er says:

Ah... dude I have the same dream...

the best thing that I would suggest you do is cook up a resume saying that YOU HAVE HAD past eperiences as working for websites and designer flash banners for websites... At least this puts some perspective on your past work and makes you seem more suited for the job...

If you fancy going to university... you should take animation and art and then at least tht way you HAVE what you need to get into the industry...

You're 19 man... Its not too late until your about 25... Uni/college will take 2 - 3 years tops. And besides, with your dads mate and all you have conections with that type of buisness... so it maybe easier than you think...

As for me, I want to become and animator or an actor... I know they are total opposites, but hey I am 16, sitting my GCSE's now and gonna start college, I haven't got any connections like yourself, I cant travel anywhere and I missed out taking art as a course...

I don't have much hope of being an animator, but I still try to keep my dream alive by creating flash animations and attempting to sell them to different companies... (or at least I will when I stop animating simple things like stickmen and tutorials...)

Anyway, the point is at least you have some experience of working in that field of industry so why not speak to your old boss of the website firm? I am sure he must have some connections with animators etc...

Just get your name out there dude.

Good luck man

~Bob

May. 14, 2008 | 7:49 PM Blordow responds:

My old job didn't know any animators at all. How do I know this? I know this because they emailed me the other week asking me to do some animation work for them lol.

But yeah thanks a lot for the advice!


May. 14, 2008 | 4:32 PM Psi43 says:

Ok, I read it now. I wish I could work at some kind of web design company. Also, it has a LOT to do with your location. I could never ever become an animator because there are no, and I mean it, NO animation schools in Germany. It's really annoying, I'd have to move to the USA to get to be an animator.

Oh well.

May. 14, 2008 | 7:50 PM Blordow responds:

Oh yeah, that's a shame. You should move if it's what you really want!


May. 14, 2008 | 6:42 PM JonBro says:

I'm sorta losing hope and motivation. I've been releasing things a lot slower recently. The thing is, I only want to submit something that I know people will like and that I feel is a good idea...

Sometimes, though, I just get bored of what I'm working on and put it off until later. "Riddle School 3" was postponed for almost a full year. The funny thing is, I had several pages of plans for the game, and when I got back to working on the game, I couldn't find them, so I had to basically re-plan it all from scratch.

I will keep at Flash, though. I believe that, eventually, my inspiration might build back up again. Hopefully it won't all be about video games, though. XD

May. 14, 2008 | 7:54 PM Blordow responds:

Yeah same here. Sometimes you should not worry if the public wont like your work, it should be about what makes you happy and if you like it, then that's all that matters, right?


May. 14, 2008 | 6:43 PM DariusR says:

What's preventing you from being REALLY good or having a real drive or passion about it? Don't limit yourself. I know I'm too young to give someone older than me advice, but that's what I think of the situation

I haven't talked to you in a while D: (Mostly my fault, I just abandoned my e-life when i entered high-school ><)

May. 14, 2008 | 7:52 PM Blordow responds:

I think I just don't have any good ideas at the moment to make any flash. I used to have so many ideas, but now it's like my brain's creative zone just doesn't wanna function. Yeah haven't heard from you in awhile, hows high school treatin you?


May. 14, 2008 | 7:02 PM lenkobiscuit says:

Maybe have a break for a bit if you're feeling uninspired, the best thing to do is just stop for a bit, do other things instead of forcing yourself.

It's my dream to cartoon too man, whether its illustrating kids books and flash games or directing the next pixar movie or whatever. either way, i'm trying to work so that at the end of my days i'll be able to sit back and say i've lived the life i've wanted to live.

don't give up man, and remember - everyone starts small. matt groening started off doing indie comics that he got to the public by hiding them in record sleeves hehe.

May. 14, 2008 | 7:57 PM Blordow responds:

I suppose you're right. I'll keep the dream alive :}


May. 14, 2008 | 7:45 PM Karunch-kill says:

You might be a animator you could take graphic design lessons too help with animations


May. 14, 2008 | 9:11 PM Matt-Frozenfire says:

God I always feared Animation would get annoying if I did it for a living.. But Molkman fucking Ripped that in half.

I can't believe I never looked at it that way before. :\

May. 14, 2008 | 9:17 PM Blordow responds:

Yeah he made some good points.


May. 14, 2008 | 9:50 PM ZekeySpaceyLizard says:

i'm a 22 year old cashier at a video rental store.

May. 14, 2008 | 9:58 PM Blordow responds:

Not really a dream job is it?


May. 14, 2008 | 10:51 PM BlazeTrack says:

Welcome to the buisness world my friend. I have'nt found a job I truely enjoyed yet. Like you said, i',m definatly not one of the select few. Sadly for the common folk its not about finding a job you like, but one you can tolerate. I just turned 18 and I've been hauling ass since I was 15. I started working at this company when I was 17 and have been there for the past 9 months. Got a nice bit of promotions and just last month when I turned 18 I bought a house. I DESPISE my work but i put up with it cuz thats what allows me to build up. Honeslty I can never find myself enjoying work so I plan on acquiring enough money thru real estate to be able to "retire early" a little down the road. When you don't have any obligations then you can enjoy doing the things you like, when your not worried about income, imo. I'm not an animator, so what I wrote might be irrelevant, anyway Good Luck.

May. 14, 2008 | 11:48 PM Blordow responds:

You bought a house and you're only 18? That's quite an achievement.

Thanks.


May. 14, 2008 | 10:58 PM emanhattan says:

wow. that explains sekey's free time


May. 14, 2008 | 11:01 PM emanhattan says:

What I LOVE about newgorunds is that most people in the site have ambition AND VISION. Unlike here in mexico. where everyone is just hopeless. here people have the mentality "I will be a traveling salesman" "I will work for" "I will be a loser"

I love to be in touch with people that just want to get better and better at anyting that they do. Its inspiring for me.

May. 14, 2008 | 11:11 PM Blordow responds:

yeah, it's inspiring for me also.


May. 15, 2008 | 2:20 AM ClashPDG says:

Dude, programming is a skill, and a much easier skill to pick up than being an artist. If you want to do Flash games, learn some actionscript. I'm a Comp. Sci. Undergrad and I'm pretty fluent in Java and C#. I'll admit, it's a learning curve, but you can get it if you get a book on the subject and really buckle down.

I wouldn't worry too much though. You're 19!! I'm 21, still in school and I'm finally starting to take initiative in my life and making my future a reality. Your day will come. When I was your age I was more concerned about the ladies. Enjoy your youth my friend!

May. 15, 2008 | 3:38 AM Blordow responds:

I don't have the patience to learn actionscript to be honest. But one day I might be inspired to sit down and learn it.


May. 15, 2008 | 3:49 AM swiftstylerX says:

Blordow, when I first saw one of your animations, I looked up to you as one of the greatest animators I know. I'd put you in a list of the top 50 animators I know.

You're a great animator, now all you need is that motivation, and those amazing ideas that you used to have. My advice would be to finish any old projects you ever thought up. Get those old ideas out, so the new ones can come in. Finish Salty Swamp, for one thing, because if done right, it could easily be a TV series if you were noticed by some executive guy.

I've always thought of you as one of the guys who WAS going to make it in this business, and I'm 100% positive you will, if you would just get the right attitude about it. Dan Paladin is awesome because he never gave up, he just kept making more and more flash, until he was more noticed.

I mean, look at Adam Phillips. He STILL hasn't been noticed by any big executives or anyone ever since he left Disney. He had an awesome job, but like you, he wanted to persue his OWN dreams, make his OWN creations, not someone elses. This is clearly what you're trying to do as well, just make your own things in a small environment, but be noticed by many people at the same time.

Adam Phillips is obviously one of the best flash animators there is out there, and he still hasn't been noticed(well, not enough to create his full length brackenwood movie), so why should you be so down about it? I'm sure you can make it, man.

Hopefully this made you feel a bit better, at least a little.

May. 15, 2008 | 3:59 AM Blordow responds:

Yeah, Salty Swamp was a load of fun when I was making it. Thing is I never see the voice actors online anymore so it makes it a bit hard to make any progress. I could recast the characters, but I really loved how well my old voice actors portrayed the characters I made. But I'd love to continue the series, definitely my most proud work.

Thanks for your kind words too, I appreciate them a lot. Positive and flattering comments always motivate me in some sort of way, so thankyou.

Actually. I am going to write up a new script for Salty Swamp 2. Lets hope that I finish it this time!


May. 15, 2008 | 8:36 AM Balvuc says:

When I read this post I almost felt like if I had written it myself, for we fell quite the same. I guess it's a matter of skill and persistance, I haven't checked your work yet but I'll do it as soon as I type this.

I would aprecciate a programmer that had skill and, furthermore, will-power to keep on going, I guess most people around have enough skill-- they seem to back off when they realize things are a lot bigger then they thought. I lost partners this way.

I believe that, even when you make a bad work, or it doesn't and as expected in any way, it is always a sucess, as long as you learnt something from it. Next time, you'll do greater.

See how many people giving you advice, and yet some tell me NG is not all about partnership!

Best of Luck for you, I'll be waiting for your work.

May. 15, 2008 | 10:37 AM Blordow responds:

Indeed yeah. I get put off a lot because I realize theres so much work to be done when I start a flash. But I know I just gotta keep truckin along. Usually if I have a good idea, I finish stuff. But if it's half-ass idea it usually doesn't take long before I can a project. I should think more and actually jot down my ideas I think.


May. 15, 2008 | 8:55 AM Luis says:

I think Mindchamber was on the same wavelength as i was. You just have to be really passionate for it. I cant speak totally for the behemoth but im sure they had their growing pains (might still do). Nothing comes easy and you will need alot of drive and passion to persue something you genuinely want.

I think alot of people get it twisted in the people they look up to and just see the success or end product of what is years of frusteration, doors slaming in your face, drama, and other challenges that inevitably present themselves on your path. You've been thrown a challenge now you gotta tighten your belt and face it.. you getting down on yourself just shows that you really ARE comfortable letting your dream be a dream.

ALSO... theres nothing wrong with being an average joe while you make things happen for the bigger picture. Dont live your life with the idea that a dream job naturally lands on your lap and that all you need to do is do nothing while you wait. Go clock punch, go network, get an internship in something semi related, go PM Paladin, etc. Get yourself out there.... Behemoth is a collection of people not just Dan, its a chemistry of people who've networked and realized that collectively they can make something happen.

May. 15, 2008 | 10:34 AM Blordow responds:

Yeah i know there's nothing wrong with being an average joe while I make things happen. But I'm saying I don't want to settle for being one all my life. I know Behemoth is more than just dan, but the way they work around his style is inspiring to me. I'd love to see my artwork on popular consoles, it would be a dream come true. Anyway thanks for your words of wisdom.


May. 15, 2008 | 9:36 AM S-K says:

That may be one of the smartest posts mindchamber has ever made lol but seriously I'm still classed as nothing more then a rookie which is hilarious after being called a genius when I was studying Multimedia.

A lot of the employers just seem to want near flawless results, not caring at all about the work involved. Needing to take my own advice here, but the only ways around that seem to be having the connections and of course loving what you do unconditionally and keeping active with any potential relevant work you can get. If you can do all 3 of those I see no reason why someone shouldn't succeed; of course there's also the whole problem of where do you draw the line between work and hobby but that's a totally seperate issue x.x

May. 15, 2008 | 10:38 AM Blordow responds:

Haha mindchamber using his brain! God bless the man :P


May. 15, 2008 | 2:05 PM MindChamber says:

I love how it went from how drawing has mad your dick limp to how suprizingly un-dumb I am.

May. 15, 2008 | 10:19 PM Blordow responds:

haha


May. 15, 2008 | 3:38 PM IamWeird33 says:

If you're a hardcore video game addict you'd probably make a better game programmer than designer.


May. 25, 2008 | 3:34 PM Accana says:

I was convinced when I was in like 7th grade that I wanted to be in animation. Its right around the time I started talking to you and making the spirte movies we made. Little by Little I lost interest in it. I also lost my love for drawing. My mind and interests began to expand and I desired to explore other forms. Right now its all about music. I can't get enough of it. Although I can't help but feel that pretty soon I'll grow bored of that and then what? I'm in college right now and if I fall out of this then where do I go?

fuck. Right now i'm working 2 jobs, a waiter and a bowling alley attendant. some jobs huh?

Life never will hand you anything even motivation. And I know it just doesn't pop up out of thin air but it does from from some places you may least expect it.

May. 26, 2008 | 7:43 AM Blordow responds:

I'm reading "The Magic of Thinking Big" and it's really great and motivational :)


May. 27, 2008 | 1:03 PM eddsworld says:

Not really sure how this will help, but i would just liek to wish you luck getting into the industry :)

May. 27, 2008 | 8:13 PM Blordow responds:

Thanks man :)


Jun. 3, 2008 | 8:19 AM LegendaryAwesome says:

Nice rant.


Jun. 17, 2008 | 6:42 PM ShirtTurtle says:

come to te meet in melbourne next year.
i'll be there.

Jun. 17, 2008 | 9:59 PM Blordow responds:

okay ill save up some money :)

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